Hey am back. Stop bloggin for a few months. Gotten new job but fall out of love. Hais she say cant commit etc etc etc ok i take the ans. i dont know what can i say.. i asked her y she delete away me from her frenster she say no she dint someone accessin her acc and she say she going to delete her acc haha bullshit is was a lies. it was still there. nvm she told me shes not using the her old emails anymore saying will create a new one ytd she told me she create a new one i checked it was linked to her hongkong fren haha yet again bullshit!i asked her y is she using her fren acc she say insist saying no her fren created for her. lies man. i know she still using her old email, why she wanna tell so many lies how you wanna me to freaking belive you? you wanna lies so much go ahead. am freaking piss off with her.

Am such a fool, maggie told me dont go into this relationship but i dint listen same as for jiabao he told me just give up. but i dont listen. if i had listen to them i wont suffer so much...

well is all over now no love only hated .. not i wanna end up like this is you who wanna end up this way dont blame me for beenin heartless.

After all this much had happen.. i give up.. too much things happen in 2008 hais... gonna just work hard to earn more money than forfill my dreams, haha is not to find a new gf but to forfill my dreams to travel around backpacking :) so earn more money yeah