Feel very moody this few day .... dont know why also... whatever things i do,all wrong but i still thinks am right.Friends told me like this cant like that cant... dont bother to listen to them just feel like doing what i wan.... OMG what am had happen to me? suddenly felt so usless helpless & alone... what am i thinking what the hell i really wants? all this shit keep flashing in my brain... all i know is that till now i still cant let it go... why do i still think of you when i forced myself not to? why i feel so sad? .... hate the way am now... can i really forget about what had happens? i dont know i dont wish to think dont wish to remember.... all i wants is to get you out of my head!!! leave me alone!!!! hais friends think that i abit mad i also think so lolx aiya am trying to hide the feeling inside of me so i behave "funny funny" one so friends bare with it will over come it!! -Gone-